Monthly Archives: September 2016

Mantra

(For tonight)  These people love you, but they don’t understand you. But you understand how being sober is your choice for a healthier happier better life. Remember that and try have fun.  (And Gather strength from those that do support/understand.)  … Continue reading

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And I go on… 

Sometimes it doesn’t matter how far you walk you’ll never find what you are looking for. No matter how much you eat you will never fill that emptiness. No matter how far you travel, how much you see, how much … Continue reading

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Thought of the day

I don’t know if I want to go to AA anymore. I love the people. I love listening to shares, but I can’t deal with the dogma. And the God element. I think the pressure to go to meetings every … Continue reading

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Sometimes I just miss it. 

Today I’ve got football and a leaving do. A couple years ago this would have been my PERFECT day. The chaos, the incertainty of what happens next, the feeling of being invincible. Man I miss it.  I had a drinking … Continue reading

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One muthafucking year

Seriously. What the fuck. I apologising for the swearing. But I love swearing, and umm. A YEAR! A WHOLE YEAR! Haha! What?! HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?! I have been so low, so brain foggy this last month, then so busy … Continue reading

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