Monthly Archives: May 2016

Gratitude

This is so fucking hard. This year has been so hard. I have the emotional maturity of a five year old. The mood swings. Oh god. But, I am so glad to be sober. I never even knew this could … Continue reading

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Rock on

Sat in the park, leaning against a tree, drinking non alcoholic beer, listening to Ace of Base. I reached for a second and the bottles all clunked together really loudly ‘ha, I must sound like an alky!’ Ooooh right… Haha. … Continue reading

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Lightbulb moment

It’s been a long day. Out of office meetings. Too much caffeine, too much sugar. It’s a Friday night. Pleasant. Cycled home past everyone drinking in the pubs. I’m 45 mins early for an AA meeting. I don’t even want … Continue reading

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Half time beer

I remembered yesterday, that the last day of the season a year ago, during the 15 minute half time, I pretended I needed the toilet, and went an bought a pint and downed it in about 2 mins (Takes almost … Continue reading

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The guilt of being me.

I called in sick this morning. After cancelling the gym classed I booked in, I just thought ‘nope. I’m not going in. I’ve been to hell and back this weekend and I’m a wreck.’ So I’ve been lying in bed for … Continue reading

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Not ideal, but not..

This morning I decided not to go to yoga, and chill in bed and read. But next thing I knew was at yoga (probably for the best.) But as much as the yoga teacher was talking about balance between the … Continue reading

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What is life!? 

So I went for a walk in the park. Clear my head. Got a milkshake. (Wasn’t an impulse buy – part of the clear my head happy walking plan…) It was a beautiful night and walk. (See pics!) Wentinto three … Continue reading

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