Monthly Archives: April 2016

Kindness of Strangers

Mum and I went to the cinema tonight. We came home to see an ambulance parked outside our house. My mum kept going ‘oh, is it a delivery van?’ when it clearly wasn’t. There were strangers standing outside, and we … Continue reading

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Ex

I miss my ex. As much as our relationship at the end made me not care if I lived and I was drinking vodka for breakfast to get through, it wasn’t always like that. I hate him for not wanting … Continue reading

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If I carry on 

With this binge eating. I’m drinking again. I can’t deal with this. I’m so tired and sick and my stomach feels like it’s going to explode. But I realised, the reason I continue is because in that moment, in bed … Continue reading

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If I was a perfect me

A little list I wrote last night. I’d be vegan I’d read a book at least 15 minutes every day I’d eat sweet stuff occasionally – a day out, a sleepover, Christmas… but not regularly. I’d not be on, or … Continue reading

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Sugar Shame

Warning – this is a HUGE essay of incoherent ramblings. You may wish to turn away now. Or feel free to abandon! Sometimes giving up half way through is a good thing. * It’s 5:45am on a Saturday. Last night, … Continue reading

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Fucking thing

Wrote a massive post and it failed and disappeared. Literally holding back tears because of this. Urgh. 

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People, places and things

I went to see this theatre production last night. When I bought the ticket I envisaged some solo date night that involved a triumphant self awakening moment or feeling. I have no fucking idea why. I was excited about seeing … Continue reading

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