Monthly Archives: June 2016

I don’t wanna go

The result today was awful. I got around 2 hours sleep watching the referendum and burst into tears when it was announced around 4am. Previously would have gone for some vodka but just had to ride it out. All day. … Continue reading

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Then tell me how to feel

When you weigh what I do. When your stomach is the same as mine. When you haven’t been able to walk properly for a year because of constant pain in your foot. When you can’t stop stuffing your face at 1am … Continue reading

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Scared of me

I just don’t trust myself anymore. I feel so out of control even though I’m not doing anything crazy, or chaotic. Life is yoga, work, gym, AA. But my eating is out of control. My finances, my sleeping, my mind. … Continue reading

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March 22 2006

I wrote this email to a friend who I used to get obliterated with – and then gave up drinking for a long time. It was his wedding, almost a year ago where I drank after my initial 2 weeks … Continue reading

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Willpower

Turns out, I have a lot of willpower. I’ve stopped smoking, eating meat, weed, drinking… but then other things I seemingly want to give up, ‘I can’t.’ I want to give up sugar. I want to be vegan. The latter … Continue reading

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