Monthly Archives: July 2015

It’s been a while

Since I’ve wondered why I’m doing all this. It’s been a good few weeks. There is a leaving do tonight and I was going to go for a bit, chat away to my lovely collagues,  but I just dont want … Continue reading

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Thought before bedtime.. 

Alcohol doesn’t make the loneliness go away. But sobriety doesn’t either. Ho hum. 

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Sober solidarity

I had a wonderful Friday night. My mates happily had soft drinks in sober solidarity despite me saying to go ahead and drink. ‘I don’t need to drink. I hardly drink during the week anyway,’ was one of my mates responses. … Continue reading

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X-ing up?

It’s been a while since I’ve felt the NEED to write to keep me sane. I say a while, but really, a week? This last week has been good. Really good. I haven’t wanted to drink, but I haven’t been … Continue reading

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Changing parameters..?

So when I decided not to drink for at least two weeks last month I thought it would be so hard. And it was. The first few days, the first week. So tough.   I’m still thinking about drinking a … Continue reading

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Day Two II

I did drink in Sardinia, and it was a very strange experience. Emotionally exhausted from the last few weeks I totally shut off my phone and didn’t connect to wifi. Just read a lot, and wrote a lot and swam … Continue reading

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The pendulum swings?

I got through Tuesday. Went for lots of walks. Cried a lot in the bathroom. Left work on the dot and just lay in the sun. Then hauled my ass to Body Pump even though I wanted to lie there … Continue reading

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