Author Archives: MilesAwayGrrrl

About MilesAwayGrrrl

32 year old just trying to work on how to move on without alcohol, for a little while at least.. It's been 19 years since I thought it became my crutch, where as really it's been crippling me. (Written in 2015)

£140 therapy session: 3 seconds.

So, since I got back from my ‘other home’ (where my parents live) a couple of weeks ago I’ve been full of pent up emotions. Before leaving London I joked to my best friend that I felt sorry for the … Continue reading

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Moments

Pretty much all the time I’m content with the path I’ve chosen, even when I feel low, angry, floored by life… I still can see the bigger picture, and all that being sober has allowed me to do. But I … Continue reading

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Updates…

Reading through everyone’s Xmas and NYE updates I thought I should write my own (again… I did it directly on the app and lost it!) Anyway.. so Christmas. I went back to London and saw all my family. Overall it … Continue reading

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Fuck

Edit – I danced. And I danced. And it felt so damn good. And I feel good. I feel like it was the close of the chaos and uncertainty this week that’s definitely brought on the booze cravings. I ended … Continue reading

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Life… oh life…

I’m in a taxi from the airport to a resort in Thailand. My dad invests in a hotel and my parents go there each year. My parents were supposed to go to the opening, but it was over Christmas and … Continue reading

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Weighing in…

This was originally a response to a comment Anne wrote on an earlier post… but turned into more of an entry!! “You’re so right about figuring out something to change this, and the importance of planning. I think I’m so … Continue reading

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Round 8… fight!

Slept so badly the night before my birthday. Woke up with such bad thoughts. How everyone would forget, and even though I know people care why would they remember even though it’s upsetting to be forgotten (yet so easy to … Continue reading

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