Monthly Archives: December 2015

Sometimes I forget that it’s MY life. As a fairly young single person I can pretty much do what I want. Yet I feel bound by guilt and shoulds. I need to work on this. No, screw that – change … Continue reading →

A couple of times today a few things have upset me, or brought up some bad memories. So, I’ve just gone and sat in my room for 5 mins. Not doing anything. Not even thinking much. Just sitting and letting … Continue reading →

I deleted my last post, which is written and deleted many times as I realised I was trying to force myself to be positive and instead forced myself to go for a walk to buy green vegetables. As I left … Continue reading →

Too all my soberista’s (and soberasta’s? ummm…perhaps not..) have a very merry very dry christmas. Thank y’all for being so wonderful and supportive the last 6/7 months (who’s counting eh…) I know, I would not be as sober, or as … Continue reading →

En route to football. Meeting in the pub first. First time since May I’ve been in a football pub. Used to be twice a week. Man the urge for a beer. Wasn’t even thinking about drink but it just hit … Continue reading →

Of being me. I went to watch Brooklyn yesterday. It was a great movie but man it made me feel lonely. With my ex for 8 years and generally, until I gave up booze there was some boy drama or … Continue reading →

I can’t go into the kitchen at the moment. Had the same thing last night. i really want something. Anything FOOD! FOOD SWEETS! But really, what I’d like, that I wouldn’t be mad at myself for having, would be tea. … Continue reading →

Cracking up. 100 days and I feel like I should be in control. I’m so tired, even when I’m not tired I look or feel it because I can’t concentrate of focus as my eyes are messed up from having … Continue reading →

Sometimes I try so hard to be positive and be happy I just forget that I’m not. I guess that’s why I blew up in my last post. I want to thank you for your comments. And I want to … Continue reading →