Monthly Archives: December 2015

2016. The year of ME

Sometimes I forget that it’s MY life. As a fairly young single person I can pretty much do what I want. Yet I feel bound by guilt and shoulds. I need to work on this. No, screw that – change … Continue reading

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33 going on 5

A couple of times today a few things have upset me, or brought up some bad memories. So, I’ve just gone and sat in my room for 5 mins. Not doing anything. Not even thinking much. Just sitting and letting … Continue reading

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Merry Christmas part 2

I deleted my last post, which is written and deleted many times as I realised I was trying to force myself to be positive and instead forced myself to go for a walk to buy green vegetables. As I left … Continue reading

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Happy holidays

Too all my soberista’s (and soberasta’s? ummm…perhaps not..) have a very merry very dry christmas. Thank y’all for being so wonderful and supportive the last 6/7 months (who’s counting eh…) I know, I would not be as sober, or as … Continue reading

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Beerbeerbeerbeer

En route to football. Meeting in the pub first. First time since May I’ve been in a football pub. Used to be twice a week. Man the urge for a beer. Wasn’t even thinking about drink but it just hit … Continue reading

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Bored 

Of being me. I went to watch Brooklyn yesterday. It was a great movie but man it made me feel lonely. With my ex for 8 years and generally, until I gave up booze there was some boy drama or … Continue reading

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The mind is everything.

I can’t go into the kitchen at the moment. Had the same thing last night. i really want something. Anything FOOD! FOOD SWEETS! But really, what I’d like, that I wouldn’t be mad at myself for having, would be tea. … Continue reading

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