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Update?!

Gosh, what extremes. After that meltdown things did get better. But I feel.. as if I’ve been really sick, that kind of sick when I sleep by the toilet because I can’t leave it’s side. But then I feel better. … Continue reading

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Flattened.

I don’t even want to write this, but I don’t know what else to do. I keep crying in public. I think my mum knows I’m crying but no hugs come. I don’t know why. I don’t want to have … Continue reading

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To say what?

I feel like writing, but I don’t feel I have anything to say. It’s been a while. I don’t know how long. Yoga retreat. Diving. Broken things. Lost things. Tears about boys. New job. Feeling useless, feeling totally on it. … Continue reading

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I didn’t think 6 years on (I think it’s that?!) I’d genuinely miss my ex fiance. I don’t want to be with him. I don’t even recognise him when I see him. The person I was with early on, is … Continue reading

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Drowning

I feel like I’m drowning. I lost my wallet yesterday – on an otherwise AMAZING day hiking with a friend. I know it’s just one of those things, but has cost me money, and time I don’t have – to … Continue reading

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I’ve actually written quite a few entries since my last one. But never got to transferring them from my phone to this blog. I’ve been writing a lot in my paper journal too. Almost every day. More changes on the … Continue reading

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Breathe

It’s taken two months, but tonight my ‘word of the year’ (taken from Anne) came to me.. ‘breathe.’ I say it to myself a lot. I sing songs about breathing when I need to take a deep breath, slow down, … Continue reading

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