Monthly Archives: January 2016

Like a phoenix….

Honestly how I’m feeling.. pushing through the fire and the flames and the burning embers, but when I stop and think how I’m feeling and doing now, in comparison to the early days, or the BSĀ days (before sobriety), and how … Continue reading

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I want to get drunk

So, it was going to happen. A pretty positive fun week. Loving sobriety. Hating booze. So of course, sat at work, almost time to go home, mates all making plans to go to the pub. Waaaaaaaaa. It’s ok. I’m gonna … Continue reading

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I’ve become one of them.

Edit- I say below ‘had a beer’!!! I meant n/a beer ! That’s how far I’ve come ‘obviously not a real beer…’ Haha When I first discovered sober blogs most I disregarded those who had ‘made it.’ They seemed to … Continue reading

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All about me

En route for a 24 hour trip to Germany to go see some bands. Lots of people I know there. Lots of people that don’t drink. But I’m so anxious. I want to abandon it all and go sit in … Continue reading

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Haha

Work convo whilst Friday drinks being poured out:  ‘So how’s being on the wagon going?’  ‘Yeh alright actually.’  ‘I guess you’ve never really been a big drinker though have you?’  šŸ˜‰ That is all. 

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And I go on

8am cycling back from the gym I thought, this time a few years ago I would be taking a shot of vodka. Or two. I probably had less extreme emotions at the time because I numbed them. I know I … Continue reading

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Realness

Last night I cycled through a cold, dark, crispy, beautiful London. I stopped in the park and turned off my bike lights and just looked around and breathed. Felt, saw and took in the beauty and the peacefulness. Such real … Continue reading

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