Monthly Archives: June 2015

Good times ahead?

Sometimes I find it really easy not to drink. This is the worst. This is when I’m not happy. Just flat. And I know booze won’t make me happy. So why bother. When I’ve given up fighting. When I just … Continue reading

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Just keep putting one foot in front of the other

Today has been incredibly hard. Today isn’t another day one of sobriety. Today is changing the rest of my life – wherever that may lead me. I know it sounds like the same thing, but it’s not. I had to … Continue reading

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‘I don’t like this’

Today’s been mentally, emotionally exhausting. Wedding was so beautiful, and met some wonderful people but it was hard. Not just cause of the booze. Much more so than I thought. I drank, but didn’t feel drunk. Came home (early… Left … Continue reading

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Fight fight fight

I really feel like breaking right now. And I even said I could drink in two days but right now it’s all I want and I don’t even know why. I’m tired! Tired of trying tired of thinking. Argh!!!

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Fuck Peppermint Tea

Dinner – check. Bowl of ice cream – check. Want more ice cream. Nope. No can do. It won’t make you feel better. You’ll feel guilty about it in the morning. One treat. URGH FINE. NO WINE NO WHISKY NO … Continue reading

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I usually love the down bits of a rollercoaster 

So after my fairly upbeat post last night, and falling asleep to England winning the football I woke up feeling blah. Forced myself to put on my yoga stuff and made it to class. A mix of being incredibly inflexible … Continue reading

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Mystery solved :/

Around three years ago I almost went home with this guy I worked with. There had always been a spark…. He’d told me o a few occasions he thought I was beautiful and to stop beating myself up and hating … Continue reading

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