Monthly Archives: September 2015


One addiction after another eh. I gave up chocolate/baked stuff for Lent once. Just for fun – to see if I could do it. Since then I haven’t had much of a sweet tooth. I always thought it was that month … Continue reading

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Oh God I’m getting so tired. I can’t breathe and I think I’m gonna die now..

I am so mentally exhausted. Tears running down my face as I write this. And no reason other than I’m so so tired. I can’t stop my brain from being on overdrive. Today is chill day. Which means cleaning the … Continue reading

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(That was meant to stay tradeoffs but I like it..) I was just thinking how there are some things that were on my bucket list that I’ll never do – because sober they won’t be fun (specifically here – it … Continue reading

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Embrace the pain

I had a song stuck in my head for days. I finally worked out what it was, and played it. And it threw me back to my old relationship. And I knew I could have turned off the song and … Continue reading

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I don’t feel like this all the time, or even a majority of the time. But just some of the time. And when I do, it’s awesome.    

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I hope one day this fog clears.

Whilst I was watching ‘Still Alice’ I felt I could relate to how she described, and showed the early stages of Alzheimer’s. I know I don’t have it, (and definitely not trying to downplay it.) But the brain fog, the … Continue reading

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I don’t know what to write, but I know I need to. I saw my two oldest friends tonight – to tell them abut what’s been going on. I was nervous. I guess it turned out how I expected. They … Continue reading

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